For You.
You met her online and turns into a relationship. She was too innocent for a guy like you. She's probably different from the girls you've dated. She was often muted but knows how to be sensible. It was a typical relationship with a different story. (Probably the saddest story I've heard) She told us how happy she was when she met you. You said you're from a different country and she's from Europe. She told us how nice you are, how handsome you are and even how sweet you are. I saw how her eyes sparkles whenever you texted her"I love you" and whenever you call her "babe". I've never seen her happy that much. But one day you showed the real you. The naughty one, the playboy, the different side of yours. You ask her to send a nude picture but she refused. She told you she will send it when you both married. (And maybe that line was funny for you because marrying her will never be your plan) Day by day you keep asking her to send one but she still refuse. Then one rainy afternoon, as usual you ask her to send one, you said she needs to trust you, you said sending a nude picture was part of your relationship. She loves you that's why she send it. She wanted you to be happy so she send it. But you're not satisfied you ask her to video herself. She finally learned to say No and she finally learned to cut the relationship you both had.
She cried every night and didn't know how she even fall asleep. She was so stressed and depressed. She sleeps late at night, she keeps thinking of you. Her nose bleeds frequently. Her body became weak. She almost have leukemia. She really damn loved you, She liked you, she missed you all the time, all she wanted was you and all she needed was you. She have a notebook written there was your name, the promises you gave on her. One of it was your promise that you will come on June. She waited for almost a year. You never came back. She hated you. She hated herself. Don't you know that this girl was too innocent for those things? You never love her. You never. She lost herself for you. She left herself in your memories.
I'm happy that she's better now. I saw the smile on her face once again. She finally moved on and learned everything. She cuts you off in her life. She deleted her account. She don't have any plan of coming back on you. And by the way the girl you knew before pass away.
Her friend.
