You ruined me, your brought me down in every single way. For some reason I didn't want to leave you and give up what I thought was the two best things I had in life, which were money and drugs. That is what it was all about. Grinding day in and day out to push drugs. Nothing was stopping me. Soon I would move up and own the streets and run the empire. Man, I can;t image what it would be like to this day if I never got busted. It was a November afternoon when I saw the police lights. I knew it was all over from there and everything I had done and worked for was suddenly gone and now nothing. Getting busted could of been one of the best things for me. Now that you got me facing multiple felonies and possibly ending the rest of my life at the young age of nineteen, I was truly lost. I didn't know what to do anymore. I couldn't use and had nothing to do since I lost many friends after I got busted because come on, who wants to be friends with an ex-drug dealer going no where. One day I opened my eyes and realized the lifestyle I wasn't for me and I got out at the right time. Now 3 months later I am finally on the path to success. I finally got started in college and I start my new job in just a couple of days. I have been sober for a little over 2 months. All I have left to say to my drug dealer lifestyle is fuck you, you aren't holding me back anymore and I am going to more successful now then I ever was.
