Although we have had a tough time getting along having you're approval *used* to mean A lot to me. I always wanted to have a good relationship with you guys. after the countless arguments, name calling a bad blood I was hoping this fighting and arguing could just end. So sick of the constant feeling of not being good enough for your son... After my last attempt to patch things up I'm going to throw in the towel. It took all of me to try to feel comfortable around you guys, I was kind, I was respectful and allowed you to be around our son. But after hearing agian that you were taking badly about me... Why would I want my son in that sort of toxic situation. And I would like for things to be different but having him around toxic people isn't a good thing. I shouldn't have to get the police involved to end the conflict from our fight before. I shouldn't have to look into a peace bond.... We should just be mature adults and be civil with one another.
To my fiancés step mom, I'm sorry that you don't like me and feel the need to make that known. I'm sorry that we can't see eye to eye. It deeply hurts me because I thought you were someone I could trust, someone I could go to for advice, and someone I could look up to. I feel hurt, backstabbed and like my attempt to forget about the past and move on meant nothing to you. I was trying so hard... But to hear you don't like me because I didn't apologize to you ignites a fire beneath me... You hadn't apologized either... I wasn't going to have the awkwardness of bring up the past situation I assumed you and your son had made up and talked about it so the two of us talking was unnecessary. I'm sorry you had to tell other people that instead of telling me. And I'm sorry but I will no longer be trying to make an effort towards patching this up. If you'd like to have a conversation with me then please do. I'm sick of the arguing fighting and bad blood I just want this to end!!!
To my fiancés sister, you are a beautiful girl! You are smart, kind, artistic and can do anything you put your mind to! I believe you have to potential to be great! Just stay strong and believe in yourself because you can do it
To my fiancés brother, you are one of the smartest coolest little guys and I know you are going to become the best man you can be! And I'm proud of you
To my fiancés father, I don't have much to say to you, other than I'm sorry I'll never be good enough to you guys...
At the end of the day you didn't choose me. He chose me and you need to either except that and we can move on and get along with eachother and be mature adults or we can just give up and throw in the towel because I don't want to live my life in fear of you talking badly about me etc
