We've been friends for almost 2 years now. It's short but i had fun being your friend. You're fun, and cool besides that we both are The Strokes fan and you're the bestest guy friend I've ever been friend with and you're the only guy friend I've ever shared my meal with.
We started out as strangers when we were studying in matriculation before you started being friends with one of my best friends. I didn't like you the first time, to be honest. It's just because i was rooting for my friend to be with this one guy. Everything was fine between those two until you came. Silly me. Just like highschoolers. I'm sorry for that. You meant a great deal to my best friend. She loves you a lot. You're so weird. I don't understand you. When i said that you're so messed up, don't get me wrong. I pity you because people tend to misunderstood you because you're being odd and hard to be understood . We're not that close so we rarely text each other. Why would i text you? You have my best friend and honestly i don't know what to talk. My bff kept saying that i should text you because you and me are friends but what the topics will be? I don't text guys. Not used to. It'll be awkward and you'll be bored. I know when people are bored.
I missed the days when we hangout along with the others. You guys are the best and i miss hanging out in the night so damn much it hurts. Matriculation finished. Seperated. We rarely texted after that same like when we were still in college. We would only be texting if it's about The Strokes. Always that. Then one day you texted me a day before all of us went to university and that's it and I've never heard from you since except, again, when you want to talk about The Strokes. Then before eid Mubarak i met my bff in KL. I missed her so much. We talked a lot. No. She talked a lot. I was just listening. Enjoying the moment. Didn't talk much. Then she told me about you. The one where you called her using your home number. I don't remember the story much but then she told me what you told her. "X dengan Y tu kawan dengan aku sebab kau je ke?" ( did X & Y befriended me because of you?). Y is my other bff. There were three of us. I was like, what the hell. You piece of cow meat! How dare you. Maybe for others it was a small matter but for me it was huge. You dare questioned that. We were friends and i chose you to become my best friend because i like to be friends with you. I choose friend and I don't befriend with any sorts of people. Maybe because we rarely text or call or meet each other. Maybe i didn't show much. It takes a whole lot of courage to be BEST FRIENDS with a guy. I don't know how to tell you that i love being your friend. I was hurt, disappointed when she told me that. You truly left me dumbfounded.
Help me to help our friendships, that's if u still like to be my friend. I won't text or call you because it'll be weird. Our friendships are weird and you're weird. I thought i could keep the conversation going when we last talk about the new EP but yeap, again, you left me hanging like you left my best friend hanging. So the conversation ended with me waiting for your response. I hope we're still friends. I hope you have joy in your life. I know that you're fucked up. Messed up and we all know that things have changed. I'm always here with my phone waiting you guys to text or call. Adieu
