An open letter to Ammang

Even though you made us feel that we're not part of your family, but still, you're a family so thank you. Thank you letting us in to your home even if you don't like us, I guess. And sorry I didn't come to visit you once, I couldn't make it being busy with my own life. I feel sad not because you died but I feel sad because you didn't loved us even once in my life, you and your family, you treat us like others and ask myself why, but it's not important right now anymore because you left us nothing to feel. For now I'd forgiven you and I'm asking for forgiveness too for having a tough heart. Sorry po Ammang you may rest in peace.