Nowhere

These past few days has been so hard for me.. When pandemic happens, i struggled financially. I My heart has been broken and recently i lossed my job. Life sucks. I am shaken. I cannot help but to question God, why i am dealing with all of these. Am i that bad of a person? Why, why.. i dont have much friends that when then they have problems im there but now i am alone. I cant tell my family of my feelings. Sometimes i feel like i want to quit myself. I cant take this anymore. Im loosing