I remember loving you being so excited to see you. I was so young and so were they. The night you beat their mom and left was the last time we seen you, talked to you. The two girls were 3 and 5, your son was 8. They barely remember you. I've watched them sruggle with not having a father and it breaks my heart. I've watched them cry and seen the pain thier eyes for 12 years now. One of our friends got married on the fourth, the anniversary of the day you left. We were her bridesmaids, it was beautiful, we had a blast. Your youngest daughter asked me who would give her away at her wedding. And then the time came for her to dance with her father. I looked over to your oldest daughter and she was crying. She asked me who was gonna dance with her at her wedding, because she didnt have a dad. She asked me if she could borrow my daddy. It tore me apart. And now your son is going to be a dad. And swears he'll be better than you. I dont know if you realize the pain you have caused them. And youve tried to contact them here lately. But i think once you were gone for 4 years without a phone call they gave up on you.
