Dear ex bestfriend,
I wanted to start off by saying, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there when I needed you the most... for the thin stuff. You know, how friends will say 'Thank you for being there through thick and thin' well, you nailed the thin part. Unfortunately, when life became unbearable, you were nowhere to be found.
I asked you for help, and you brushed it off. I told you I have anxiety and depression, you said 'it'll be okay'. I understand being busy, but is that really an excuse to not even check in? I've been thinking of the words to say to you, that wouldn't hurt your feelings, or make you feel like a bad person. That has never been my end goal. Unfortunately, I still care about your feelings and how you're doing.
That being said, you're only there when you need me. You use me, you knew I'd always be there no matter what. At this point in life, it's no longer going to be like that.
So honestly, thank you for getting me out of my shell, thank you for the memories, the memories that I'll never forget. Thanks for getting me through the easy stuff.
One last thing, I wanted to tell you- Actions speak louder than words. When you say that you're sorry and miss me and want to hang out, then disappear, just know that I realize your true intention was to make me feel better in the short term. So thank you for making me feel better in short term. But stop.
So I hope you find your dream job, a nice boyfriend to make you happy, and I hope that partying is truly what's more important in your life right now, cause you've lost a bestfriend.
Sincerely,
Your former bestfriend
