Today, Sunday november 13th, made me think. It made me think about all of you, it made me think about myself.
I thought about the evanescence of my fursona, and the person that's behind it.
The first part of this letter is dedicated to you, my friends.
My days are, indeed, counted. Some of you already know this. I will eventually move on and leave the cove behind. And this day seems to come sooner than i hoped. It's a day of no return.
And we will all not return, some day. Some of us get banned. Some of us find another chatroom and some of us just quit the whole fandom.
It made me think. As superfical as it sounds, the answer is quite simple: I thank and love you all for the time I was able to spend with you*. When I turn around and look at the past, look at the way we went together, all I see are wonderful memories. A few of you want to stay in contact with me, even hate my girlfriend who is the reason why I will quit the cove, because she prevents me from comming back to this place.
I write this letter to thank you and leave the past behind and look at the future that begins today.
Everday, every moment that i spend with you in the cove, is a moment I enjoy spending with you, my friends but I cannot bear this waiting for the inevidable. To some of you, I promised that I come back on a regular basis; I'm not able to keep this promise anymore.
I know some of you want to stay in touch with me: You can stay in touch with me, as long as Morrigan approves it. And I want to stay in touch with you.
This part is dedicated to my future-self.
If you read this letter again, rethink everything again. You girlfriend loves you, so do you friends. If there is a chance be with her and your friends, take it. And don't attach to them too desperatly. As hard as it sounds, they are just friends like everyone could be. Although you have something greater in common than you with anyone else, it doesn't mean you will never find friends as great as them again. And if you cling too thightly onto them, it might hurt you more than it should.
To everyone who read this letter up to this point
I hope you understand my decision. I hope that you are not mad at me because of it and I hope that we will have a wonderful time together, untill our paths depart.
I love you all,
Fia.
