Our Dearest Deorr Kunz Jr,
Wow! We are coming up on a year since you have disappeared. My heart breaks for you even though I never knew you. I ask myself why do I feel so deep for this little baby boy who I never even known. Then I hear the clanking of little tiny cars, the rummaging through a toy box full of cars, and I see these tiny little hands holding the cars one by one, concentrating so hard on which car he will whip through the air while making car sounds. This is my baby boy, he has fluffy blonde hair, the cutest smile and a love for cars just like you. This I believe is what draws me into you, and makes my heart ache so desperately for closure. Not just closure for us (the strangers who have fell in love with you), but closure for your innocent family who have without a doubt been struck with a heartbreak so severe, at the mere thought of never getting to see you again. I do not blame them most of us routing for your justice have never met you, I cannot imagine getting to see that smile then having it abruptly taken away with no answers.
Here’s the thing Our Dearest Deorr Kunz Jr. I wish everyday by some miracle we would get a breaking news interruption and it would be you, you were found alive! But even the foolish know that is simply unlikely. I wish I had the answer, I think about how your poor tiny little body was just left somewhere as if it meant NOTHING. I know your soul has moved on, but you deserve to be found. You deserve the justice that comes with finding where you are. I take comfort in believing that the soul leaves the body when it passes. You are now free, freer then any of us can imagine. You no longer have to live in a world where you were given to people who just didn’t love you like they should have, you are up there in heaven and I know you have all the things a wide eyed, bushy haired 2 year old should have. Now I am not sure if you age in heaven, but I hope you do get to do all the things a growing boy deserves.
I will continue to pray that those 4 adults remember just how important you are our dearest Deorr Kunz Jr, I hope they remember all the little smiles, and snuggles. I hope they remember what you deserve, and remember that you were just a baby and what your body and soul is going through is so unfair.
We will never keep quiet about you, our dearest Deorr Kunz Jr. We will always fight for the answer as to where you are and we will see that this whole thing gets put to rest. We will make sure those who are responsible and living so carelessly now without you here……we will make sure they pay! The public can be crazy, but we are also compassionate when it comes to our babies being discarded, we do not give up based on love and compassion alone.
Love,
A Mom.
