An open letter to the boy I still love

It hasn't been long since you broke it off. I can't think, I can't sleep, I can't concentrate. The only thoughts that go through my mind are about you. Inside jokes we have, the way you would kiss me, and things you said to me that are forever engraved in my head. I'm not angry at you, I'm angry at the world. I'm angry that life got in the way of us. It's gonna take a long time to get over you. You were the first one to teach me how I deserved to be treated. You told me I deserve better, but you are the better. I'm heartbroken because you care and because I can't change back the clock. I can't change it back to when our love seemed endless and there was nothing in our way. I only wish you the best. Who knows, maybe someday ten years from know when life is all figured out, and the business that consumed us will settle. And maybe then, you'll be mine again. We had the right love, just at the wrong time.