"Best friends- it's a promise, not a label"
well what the hell did I do for you to break that promise
we had been best friends for well over 11 years, we did everything together, every weekend you were at my house, or I was at yours, we were hardly ever apart and when we WERE apart we were texting every 5 seconds. I told you everything, I ranted about random things time and time again, and you listened. We jammed out in my living room, dancing like retarded chickens shot by a gun, and we did it because we could be ourselves around each other.
Then in the blink of an eye it changed.
You became really obsessed with Anime crap. You found other friends, people that you said you "could be your true self around" when you knew fine and well that you were ALWAYS yourself around me. You suddenly became distant, I hadn't heard from you in 8 weeks, any time I asked if you wanted to hang out with me, you were busy. You knew we only got to see each other on weekends because of the distance between us and you went and left me behind. I never even really spoke to anyone else so you had left me, with no-one else.
The last time I saw you was at 5sos, in May. We took you home that night, you got out of the car and I had no clue that it was the last time I would ever see you.
6 weeks later, and I still hadn't heard a word from you, I'd given up on asking you about going out because you always turned me down, but I decided I would give it one more try. So I messaged you, asking if you wanted to do something, and I didn't get an answer, (still haven't had an answer, nearly 9 months later) so I posted on Facebook, and I made sure that you would be the only one that saw it, and all I said was "Guess you don't want to be my friend anymore"
Then you decided to make a post about your friend. You said, and I quote, "I've only known her for a year, but she means more to me than people I've known for 10"
I don't think you fully understand how much that hurt me. It still makes me wonder what I did that made you not want to see me anymore, I would be lying if I said that I haven't missed you more than anything else in the world at times. But me missing you stopped when I was with my now best friend, and we saw you one day, and you saw me, and you shouted something down at me while you were with your stupid emo friends that all looked the same, and right now, as I sit here writing this, I'm GLAD this happened. I don't give a damn if you see this, I don't give a damn anymore
I no longer miss you, at all, because unlike you, I have friends who actually GIVE A DAMN about me.
I've stopped stalking your Facebook, I've stopped using my friend's account to check your Instagram since you blocked me on it, and all I can say now is
Screw.You
Bye,
Lauren
Not that you care
