I'm not sure what you think of me. It feels like you want to be around me but also don't? I've heard they way you talk about me when im not there. Calling me retard, stupid, attention seeker, that i can't be sad because my life seems so good. But you don't know about my life. You don't know what happens when im not with you. I'm constantly being the mom of my family because my mother doesn't want to be. but it's fine because i still come to school with a smile on my face and make others feel better. I put others before me because i hate to see people sad. i do things i dont need to because i have EMPATHY. Which is something most people lack. I do so much for you, and i've never gotten anything in return. not even a thank you. I've dropped so much money and time you and it hurts to think that what i get in return are your hurtful words. And honsetly, im not sure what to think of you. i want to be your friend, i see you as a sister. but you also make me feel like shit.
