What ever happened to that beautiful women i fell in love with ?
The staunch loyal compassionate woman whose heart was governed by deeply embedded values and morals
The women whose thoughtful decisions were based on principle and integrity if nothing else
The women who not only preached these attributes but practiced them and truly lived by them
For they were not bought nor taught but instinctively embedded into your heart and soul from young
What changed ?
Was it your own internal influence that persuaded you to go against everything you once lived by ?
To throw away all those deeply embedded beliefs values and qualities
And instead walk the dark path that leads you past you own corrupted integrity and out into your new world of lies and deceit
Or was it him ?
Your external influence
Damaged but not broken
I now walk a path that resembles the same dark path you chose to take but there is a difference
once the pain subsides and i walk out into the world again i will hold my head high and smile knowing i still have with me the things that really matter in life
Values morals integrity and loyalty
things you will never truly have again
J.L.H @2016
