I'm sick of running away with my feelings. I'm not hiding it, or maybe I am, but I don't know how to let it out. How to let the person know what I'm feeling about them because I'm not sure if it's true. I don't know how to act on this feelings I don't know if exists.
It doesn't matter how it started because you won't believe it anyway, but I'm just clinging on this intuition.. it hasn't failed me, or if it did, well, nobody get harmed. But I do know the whole act was true. I felt it. This whole time, for the past few years, yeah, it was that long, I felt it. I just don't know how to prove it, unless they tell me which I don't think will ever happen.
And these regrets will forever be regrets unless one of us will have the courage to finally speak out and let it all out. I will let it happen if that happens. That could also give me a reason not to leave the country.. besides, I'm already having this feeling that it might not work; the whole migrating thing. or maybe I'm just having a very cold feet and/or maybe I'm just looking for something to make me stop.. so please, say it and stop me.