15/12/15
Dear Bullying DJ on 'The Richie Allen Show' (lol)
You know it is bad when people attack abuse survivors, call them liars, accuse them of witch hunts etc?
It is much worse when the person attacking you pretends to be to do with exposing justice and truth and advocating for people who have survived injustice.
It is bad when someone actually puts a survivor in touch with someone who they think is about exposing the truth and justice, and the person in question attacks the survivor.
The impact on me after the most recent damage to me by the press and media and protectors of wrongdoers has been severe and affected my health, and it was completely and utterly needless, unjust and uncalled for.
I was on twitter, as I sometimes am, it isn't a place where I spend a lot of time but I like to keep an eye on news about the National CSA Inquiry and how messed up it is, and I like to hear how other survivors are getting on.
Someone on twitter sent me a link to your 'online radio show' and I wouldn't normally listen to an online show, because if a radio station can't get a licence and broadcast normally then something is wrong, and non-mainstream internet radio stations and newspapers can be very biased and political and usually have the political goals of one or two people at heart without being subject to any regulation.
I found out that you and your station fitted this category.
Unfortunately I have come across, and been the subject of, a number of blogs who use survivors and abuse cases for their own political and personal aims without any understanding of the victim's feelings or emotions, and indeed without caring. And constantly without permission in my case.
Usually these blogs make a surface pretence of caring, as your station appears to, but really there isn't an atom of empathy or care or ability to care, survivors are a springboard for your personal political grudges as the blogs are, and the damage those blogs have done to me has doubled the damage to me by abuse and cover ups.
Some of these bloggers also release details and pictures on twitter of my abuser and his supporters, and refuse to remove them when I ask them to.
This isn't about caring about my case or my feelings, any more than your radio station cares, and you made that quite clear by attacking me for no reason and with no provokation.
You don't have any credibility, and I hope that other people who are slavering for justice and truth to the point where they believe in every word you utter on the internet start to see that, especially if you make childish, nasty, and completely unprovoked attacks on someone over their conversation with someone else, which you appeared to think was about you and thus felt the need to nastily attack, showing again why your radio station is not credible, are you eight years old and paranoid or something? That would hardly excuse you.
I was talking to Charlie, who introduced me to your radio station, he seemed to think I would be interested in something you were broadcasting.
I emailed your station, and I said to Charlie, on twitter about how I was used to being ignored (by the mainstream and local media and press who have covered my case but not my story).
For some reason you jumped in and started attacking me and accusing me of saying you were ignoring me, and calling me not very bright for accusing me of ignoring you.
Firstly, I hadn't accused you of ignoring me. I was discussing a fact that the press and media have covered one side of my story and that wasn't my side, 'ignoring' my side, and I was willing to talk to you about my side, I never mentioned you, nor do I know you but I had emailed because I was also duped at the time into thinking you covered the other side of media stories, the duping lasted all of a few minutes.
Secondly, you have never met me, so calling me very bright isn't even acceptable for an eight year old, let alone someone in a position of broadcasting news and politics to people who may even believe your bias. Broadcast is a responsible job and not for people who throw tantrums and insult strangers over things that they take personally without investigating.
I mean if you can throw a tantrum and attack a vulnerable adult for nothing, isn't that a snapshot of how you actually investigate, report and broadcast stories?
And thirdly, why would I accuse you of ignoring me? Why didn't you read the conversation, which was between me and someone else, and ask who was ignoring me? The comment about ignoring was not even remotely directed at you, and why should it be? Are you paranoid?
As I said before, the context of the conversation between me and Charlie was about the National and local media covering my story without including my side hence the comment 'used to being ignored', and because Charlie thought you were good, I had sent you an email offering you a discussion about my side of my story, in relation to the things you had been covering that were related to my case and my concerns.
I never referred to you at all, nor did I do anything to merit such an attack or such insults.
I am high functioning autistic and so I am unfortunately used to childish insults such as 'cretin' and 'mongol' which no mature and balanced person would even address to someone with Downs Syndrome, let alone alone someone with autism who is of normal intelligence. But how would you know my intelligence since you don't know me and leaped in to attack me without any investigation of me or my story or even what I was talking about, and stupidly decided to take what I was talking personally.
Attacking someone as not very bright when you have never even met them is childish, it is also distressing to a raw and wounded victim and although normally I abide by the 'don't feed the trolls' advice, it is easy for a bully like yourself to bait and enrage someone who is suffering and has suffered for a long time and is worn down. Just as it is easy for politicians and clergy to make a distressed survivor of their abuse out to be 'mad and a liar' as has happened countless times for decades. You haven't behaved any better than the politicians who you claim to be against for what they have done.
A real DJ on a real radio station wouldn't behave like that would they? You see in the news that real DJ's resign or are dismissed over silly and insulting behaviour against individuals on the real radio, because it is not acceptable to abuse power like that. And presumably you either can't get a job on a real radio station or were dismissed for the same silly behaviour, hence you only getting to play DJs on the internet now. Do you have a job?
Despite 'not being very bright' I earn an honest living as well as being at university :)
Do you think calling someone 'not very bright' is in any way justifiable even if they are of low intelligence? And over a conversation that didn't relate to you, and you yourself acting as if your IQ was compromised as well as acting as if you are paranoid by deciding a conversation was about you?
I didn't contact you on air, so what exactly were you talking about? I emailed to offer a conversation, and was content to wait for a reply. Nor did I accuse you of ignoring me. Being attacked that way was horrifying and you got a reaction because I took the faith in you that someone else had and believed that maybe you did talk about justice and fairness, and I made a horrible mistake.
My IQ is 104, which is the nearest measurement that can be done because my learning difficulties mean I can't complete IQ test tasks. How about yours? Trolls such as yourself are usually considered to be very low IQ and be venting their rage against the world, as you do. However, most of us don't normally accuse anyone of being low IQ, especially if we have never met the person involved.
Please don't continue to pretend to care about justice and truth, it isn't fitting or appropriate and if it leads to you misleading and re-abusing victims then it is time it stopped.
Another example of this two-facedness of you people who make out you are giving the real story and truth is David Ike's court case where he paid a very large sum of money out for making false accusations against someone, accusations that he couldn't qualify in any way, didn't he settle out of court to keep things quiet? And do you or he report on that and explain why he can't qualify his nasty accusations?
Presumably you or he would claim that 'corruption' done it. Yes?
The problem is, this focus on 'corruption' and 'wrongdoing' without any balance, audit or focus on the good in life, consumes people whole, especially vulnerable victims and others, so they get caught up in what you and David have to say and forget that the sun shines and that people can be kind and life can be fun.
Life is wasted focussing on the dark, and despite what I have endured and am enduring, at least I know that. And I know that whilst also knowing that there is a dark side to life and the authorities. Life needs to be a balance.
Just looking up David Icke's court case, it looks like there was more than one?
So. People who say 'Oh, don't believe the msm, don't believe the National press, believe what Icke and this other immature man say on their websites and 'internet radio', are simply ending up with another extreme, an extreme that can damage and abuse, and is run by men who can behave in a very immature and childish way and are not actually giving a balanced view but are using their own personal prejudices and dislikes in order to attack, it is more like the school playground than anything else.
Unfortunately it is remeniscent of the 'caring' bloggers who spewed their inaccurate version of my case and the resulting anonymous comments all over the world with no thought for the impact on me and my life. These people also grandly claim to be 'independent media' and 'investigative journalists' which to me translates as 'non-audited sources' and people who will break the law and ignore safeguarding for the sake of attention.
None of these people have ever met me or interviewed me any more than the msm have. So how are they any better?!
Anyway, I have two assignments to finish before the end of the university term and you are wasting more time and energy than I have ever reserved for trolls and bullies. I have to work tonight after I finish these two assignments, so I can't spend too much time on giving you advice that you should have been given by your parents and teachers.
God bless you and I hope you repent from your bullying and misleading ways. I fully expect childish smears and attacks on my life from your 'radio station' in response, but I am used to all that from the msm, and your radio station really is a nothing, and if I so wish, I can also take action against any childish stories you make up in playground revenge.
So have a blessed Christmas, and if you are not too far gone to repent and start being a decent person, then please do, you will feel better about yourself and the world when you do.
Get some help if you can't change on your own.
I would also recommend that you do supervised work experience with disabled people and vulnerable people so that you learn not to wipe your feet on them or ever misuse the inferrment of low IQ ever again.
JJ
