1. You are a LIAR
2. You checked out
3. I was always behind other people. ALWAYS. Not to say I need to be top priority all the time but I was very frequently tossed to the side.
4. You gave up on yourself
5. You gave up on me
6. You gave up on us
7. You give up. Period.
8. You controlled me for too long. You got use to it by the time I started actually fighting back.
9. You made me feel bad about the mistakes I made even though you said you were over it. You should’ve been honest with yourself and me
10. You gave shitty gifts
11. You hated my gifts that. I spent hours putting them together for you
12. If something was negative or not good with me you made fun of it instead of trying to help me through it and fix it
13. You kicked me out of your house when your friends were coming over even though my home wasn’t safe.
14. Your friends would make fun of me and you wouldn’t defend me. You would just say Oh that's just how they are.
15. You were always kind of rude to my parents. And my siblings. I was always extremely kind to your parents and brother.
16. You never acknowledged my body. It was just some object to you.
17. You lied. To everyone. Not just me.
18. You never would stop even when I told you to stop
19. You would always criticize everything I posted on social media and really anything that I enjoyed doing. You just always had to put me down.
20. You would never fully be in the moment with me.
21. Video games were obviously more important than me. I mean sometimes they are but not every time I’m over. You would be doing that for hours while I would have to patiently wait for you.
22. You lied to yourself often
23. You would make fun of me in front of your friends
24. YOU FUCKING GAVE UP
25. Any interest I had you made me feel bad for enjoying them
26. I felt ashamed to hang out with my friends because you made me feel like shit about spending time with them.
27. You would go on my phone and block guy friends of mine without me even knowing.
28. You knew I felt so guilty and ashamed for so long about any bad thing I did and you didn’t seem to care or want to reassure me.If anything you made my guilt deeper.
29. You were kind of an asshole to your brother. That's probably why he fucking hates you.
30. You are so immature.
31. You would make fun of people who were different then you. You always had to put down people who were "below you". And by the way those people you shit on are some of the best people around.
32. You would rush through sex. I don’t really hate you for that. It's just you suck compared to other guys.
33. I would compliment your body all the time. You never complimented me. And when you did it was so fake I could see right through it. You were in way better shape than me to so I was very self-conscious and you knew that. You liked how I was self-conscious about myself. You liked me being weak.
34. You didn't care about anything really. Just yourself. Sometimes not even that.
35. You took awful care of your self physically and mentally.
36. You would never try to better yourself.
37. You loved to fat-shame girls who were the same size as me.
38. You weren’t a man. You tried so hard to be. But you tried at the wrong things.
39. You never learned from your mistakes.
40. You never gave me something to trust.
41. You would push away my affection like it inconvenienced you.
42. You had awful taste in music. It really was shitty.
43. You used the same excuses over and over.
44. You thought I was trying to change you. I wasn’t. I just would ask you to be considerate.
45. We were together for two years and you never would think about me when a decision was being made. This lead to some shitty situations.
46. You thought I was stupid.
47. You treated me like I was stupid as well.
48. After 2 years of being together you had nothing to say to try and keep me.
49. You never knew. Literally the only answer I would get from you about important things was 'I don’t know'.
50. You never loved me like I loved you and you admitted it. At least you were honest then.
51. You never tried to get me closer to your friends. I always tried but you would be an asshole about it.
52. Same thing with my friends. You didn't want anything to do with them.
53. You never challenged yourself. It is really quite sad to see someone just take the easy way out with everything.
54. You took away my independence.
55. You took away my choice.
56. You abandoned me when I relapsed with my self harm which was also the night before my scholarship audition to my top college. I ended up getting a $20,000 scholarship so fuck you.
57. You saw how hurt I was about your friends, you would see me cry and be heartbroken about how they never liked me yet you still would drop me to hang out with me any second you got.
58. You were emotionally unavailable.
59. You weren’t that nice. You were and probably will be for the rest of a your a life, a dick.
60. You made me love you too much. I let myself fall to hard for a complete liar who didn’t care about anything.
61. You would rarely call me beautiful or nice things but you would make fun of how bad I look in pictures or how ugly the face I made was.
62.You made forced me into therapy for the anxiety I was constantly living because of you.
63. I was about to start on medications to curb my anxieties. I WOULD HAVE NEEDED MEDICATION TO CONTINUE THE RELATIONSHIP.
64. I loved you so much that I was going to force myself onto antianxiety medicines so that I wouldn’t lose you.
65. You never tried to help me cope.
66. You were NOT strong emotionally or mentally
67. The way you crack every joint in your body is FUCKING DISGUSTING
68. You are not trustworthy
69. Your nose is fucking stupid.
70. And finally you are just the worst.
