Dear boy who treated me like shit,
First off I just wanted to say fuck you! I gave you my all. I turned down everyone, including some of your friends, just to be with you. Also fuck you for making me question my self worth. I laid on the floor bawling my eyes out way too many times wondering why I wasn't enough for you and why you needed to "hangout" with the girl I hate. Fuck you for the countless nights of insomnia and the hundreds of panic attacks that I still have to this day.
But also I wanted to say, thank you.
Thank you for making me question my self worth. Thank you for making me realize that I deserve the world and nothing less than that! Thank you for wasting my time so I could be ready to really look for someone who's going to treat me with the love and respect that you couldn't give to me.
I will forever remember you as the boy who treated me like shit. Luckily for you that's a good thing because not only did you break my heart, you made me understand myself. You helped me to figure out how much love and compassion I could give to someone even if they don't deserve it. You taught me how to forgive, even if the person truly messed up. You also taught me that I am a person, with real feelings that deserves to have someone who is going to treat me right and not hurt me. You taught me that love really does exist and I can find someone who's going to love me the way I once loved you.
I hope someday this letter reaches you and you realize what you did was wrong and that you never treat another girl like how you treated me. Every girl deserves someone who's going to be all in for them and not throw them away when a better option comes along. And don't forget you gave up someone who would have given you the world. You made me realize I need someone who's going to treat me the way I treated you. I can't wait until I find someone like that!
I hope life treats you good and you treat someone that way someday. May god bless you.
Love,
The girl who discovered what she needs.
