To the boy I secretly love,
Ever since our first conversation I knew you were going to be important to me. I just didn't know how important you would actually become. You've become my best friend and it's really hard. I try to be there for you when it comes to girls but I just hurts me in the end. I can't stand to see you hurt because I know I would never treat you like that. We haven't talked in days because it's hurt me a lot lately but I haven't said anything because of our friendship. I don't think I'll ever get over loving you and I don't think you'll ever love me as much. I hope you find a girl who truly loves you back because you deserve the best. Even if you don't think the best is me. No I don't hate you. I could never hate you. I just can't hurt like this anymore. Trust me I'm going to miss the phone calls and laughing about stupid stuff. Even writing this makes me cry. I love you so much and that's something that will never change.
