To my relationship.

Subject: To my relationship.
From: Helen
Date: 4 Jan 2016

You came along just over a month ago. In that time I have gone from elation to depression and continue to do so. The relationship is similar to that of a drug, alcohol. I crave it, I want it, I need it but most of the time I feel like crap with no energy and more depressed. You are my drug not my partner. Yet I don't think I can give you up. I'm with a bad boy but want a nice relationship that makes me happy. My friends know this is bad for me, my family do and so do I. So why can't I give you up and move on? Why do I do this to myself? Do I think so little of myself?