My (Former) Best Friend

Subject: My (Former) Best Friend
Date: 2 Apr 2018

Dear (Former) Best Friend
I miss you, I miss you so much, I miss hearing your voice, I miss having you in my life.
The way you left me, Is what hurts the most, you didn't say goodbye or anything... just one day my number was blocked and I had no way to contact you. I Don't know if it's my fault, if I hurt you, if I let you down but, it hurts to be without you and I would do anything to have you back in my life.
Your boyfriend told me to never talk to you again... that You were friends with me because you felt sorry for me and I don't know what to believe I mean I thought you'd at least try to talk to me if this wasn't true.
You missed a day that was so important to me and I thought it was to you too, but I guess I was wrong.
I thought I could deal with it, I was so wrong everyday I hope you'll come back I spend my nights reading through our old messages and I hope that one day you'll be back in my life but, as each day goes by it seems less likely that that'll ever be the case.
I miss you ____ I love you.
I hope you are happy and I wish you the best of luck on your endeavours.
And I know you'll probably never read this but, if you do, I want you you know I'm sorry