In everyone's life there are different experiences; one of them is the first love. My first love was dazzling yet aching. Everytime I go back to those memories, my eyes water and I feel like I could have done so much better. My story began 3 years ago, when I was only fourteen. I was inexperienced and naive; I thought that there was no heartbreak in this world.
It was the last day of school when I first saw him. His eyes made my heart skip a beat. That first moment when I saw him is engraved in my head. Too bad I didn't knew his name. Summertime came, I opened my Facebook and hunt one of his friends' account to know what his name was. Yeah, you can call me a stalker. That day I was really desperate to know what his name because I was head-over-heels on him. Then one day, God heard my prayers. I saw a picture of him and he was with his classmates or friends and because of that picture, I knew who he was. Sectioning came and at the back of my mind, I was wishing that we'll be classmates. Guess what, my wish came true and I told myself, "Tingnan mo nga naman ang pagkakataon." Inside of me I was really happy and jumping for joy. First day of school came and I saw him. I heard my heart throbbing loudly in my chest as his eyes landed on me in that small room. It took a month for me to talk to him because you know, I have a crush on him and I was too shy to talk to him. We became friends but nothing more, nothing that I wanted. He was my world and he didn't even know. My friends was asking me if we're together like bf-gf or if he courted me because we're close. I can't say that we are so close that no one can separate us. But I just told them and clarified to them that we are not together and he didn't courted me.
October came and something unexpected happened to me. The guy that I have a crush on courted me! I'm in shocked because I was never expecting that. I never thought that he'll court me. I told myself, "If this is a dream, don't wake me up!" After that, I said "Yes!" and now we're officially bf-gf. He was my first love and I was his first love. I was the happiest girl in the world. But after a month, he broke up with me. I shed into tears and didn't talk to him for 3 days I guess and we didn't got back together. But despite of what happened, we still became friends until now.
My love for him is like the waves in the sea, it comes and it goes. His name is now carved in my soul for he is part of who I am now. He made me cry but he also made me laugh. He was my first love and as much as I want that part of my story to end, deep inside I know that it is over.
