Did you think before you acted? Did you ever consider what a relationship like that would do to me?
i doubt it because you say we were just "friends" but we were the exact definition of the term relationship.
- Relationship: the way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected.
- Relationship: the way in which two or more people or organizations regard and behave toward each other.
Sure. We were not "official" We did not say we were dating. But what do you call the endless text. The flirting. The sneaking around because we were forbidden? I wish I listened to them. I wish I listened to my sister, and your mom. They were scared of us sneaking around..I did not see it coming until it was to late. I want to blame you, I want to scream and cry and punch you in the face. But I cant.
You use to text me good morning, every morning. You'd call me your baby girl. Your baby. Your little heart breaker. I remember the one night we talked about how I would move in with you when I was 18. We had house rules set up...You say we were never more than friends but what do you call that? Because to me those are empty promises. I should of listened to my friends. They were right, what would a 21 year old want with a 16 year old girl? Exactly what you got...sex.
When you took my virginity you said you would be gentle. Stupid little me thought you meant you'd be gently with me as a whole because you knew I was fragile you knew if you dropped me I would shatter, yet you dropped me anyways.
I miss the nights we would stay up all night talking about everything, more than I ever had with anyone else. I broke my rules for you.. I let you in. I had put so much trust into you. And now I am left with nothing. I miss you so freaking much. Do you miss me at all? I doubt it.
"We cut if off when you got feelings, like we said we would" Thats what you told me, when did we ever say that? The first time we kissed? in the back of the van when no one was looking? When I made my sister drive to pick you up from work 35 minutes away so we could make out when she passed out on the couch? When I lied to my grandma and stayed the night with you? When you took my virginity? When we kept lying and sneaking around to have sex? When did we ever say that? When you held me at night and whispered how beautiful I was until I fell asleep? When did we say that?! When you had all my selfies saved on your phone? When you best friend asked why we werent just dating yet and you laughed and kissed me? When..? We never ever said that...You knew I was falling for you....I told you. Why am I left here feeling this way? Why is your life allowed to be okay when I am honestly broken? Why did I fall for you? Why did you do this to me...? Please just tell me why.
