We met summer during high school. it was my friend's sister debut. I was so excited and nervous that time because you are there. When I arrive, I immediately saw your face. I actually, literally froze at that moment you smiled at me. What a creature... I guess your an angel huh? That smile kills me. We didn't even talk that time but I know you want to talk to me but maybe your just shy. Well, your my friend's cousin and I know she will do something about us. And know what? My friend came to my house the next day telling me that you want to know my phone number and also invited us to have coffee n his place. I shouted and jump in excitement. I wasn't expecting that though. Then we talk for hours and drink coffee. It was so exciting to know more about you. In short, I instantly fell for you. You feel the same way too right? We started to exchange love letters, fetch me after school, talk for hours in your room.... Wait! what are we talking about then? Well, some interesting stories about anything.. You play the guitar, I listen.. You draw, I watch. We held hands as we walk and everyone loves us. Oh, should I say everyone? No..no.. not everyone. There are people who's trying to build walls between us and unfortunately that wall has built. We broke up due to my mom found out about our relationship. I'm only 15 at that time, and she said that I was too young for that kind of relationship. She said I must finish it up before my dad finds out. Being afraid of my father, I wrote a letter for you saying that I need to finish what we have for that reason. I'm amazed that you accept and understand my situation. However, you said that you will wait for me till I graduated in high school. Honestly saying, I didn't believe in you. That kind of face? I'll bet that he will have another girlfriend after a month or less. But I was wrong... really really wrong. A year had pass and I graduated in high school. I received a letter from you saying congratulations and still waiting for me, My friend, also tell me that you did really wait for me. And you're always asking about me.. what I do, Am I always ok... some simple questions that does really care. I enter college and have a boyfriend. He knew about it and said to me by means of letter that he can't wait for me and tries to wake up one day that he will finally move on.. I don't know what to feel or maybe I'm just dumb for his feelings because I have a new boyfriend now. Years have passed, we have started a communication again. I can't remember why it started again, but all i know is we are experiencing the same things in our new partners. We tell our owns stories and talked about it until I finally broke up with my 1 year relationship boyfriend and he too break up with his girlfriend. We started to go out again together and reminisce the times when we're still together. I remember the last time he held my hand. I don't know what to feel. His hands are very warm and his eyes too...
We have not given a chance to continue are story. And the last time I saw his face,,, he was very happy with his life now even though he experience some loss of his family. He and he's wife just got married and I'm really happy for them. I knew in myself, he's the kind of guy that i want to spent my life with. But I really know in myself also that we don't have a right time. But I was happy that I met him, and he really did make me happy...
