And so... memories of us slowly begins to fade.
The "hi" "hello" things was replaced by a deafening silence.. what happened to us really?
I cannot seem to understand why I am so affected by you while we haven't met each other personally.
Every night I am thinking.. One thing is for sure.. I'm drawn to you.
It feels so empty when we don't talk like we used to do before.
No matter whom I talked to, I am still longing for you.
But to you I am just a friend, a "special person" you say. You always leave me hanging..
I don't want this anymore.. I am just the girl you found when you were on the process of forgetting the girl you one had.
I will take a step back from you, whether one day you realize or not, atleast I tried my best to stay with you at the time you needed me most. But I am also hoping that some part of you will feel empty w/o me.
Just....
Goodbye my almost "LOVER". I hope when we meet this year I don't have this feelings for you anymore, in that way, I can act like a friend to you..
