Aug 9, 2023
I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about the moments we had together. You were the sweetest, so caring and I couldn’t ask for more. I still remember how happy I was during our first month of dating.
All I ever did was to doubt you. I was selfish and didn’t think your feelings. All I care was to see how worthy I am for you not realizing my childish act. You were the perfect man.
The timing was not right and I was broken that it affected our relationship. I am sorry I couldn’t able to make you feel happy. I am sorry I couldn’t able to give you the best of me. You loved me at my worst and I couldn’t be more THANKFUL.
I regret everything that I did. And wish I could go back. But I know it’s too late. I have already ruined what’s supposed to be the best time of my life, which is to love someone like you.
It’s hard to accept how I missed the chance. Every time I see you, I can’t stop myself from bursting out. I want to make you mine again. To feel your hugs and kisses. You were my everything.
Do you still remember how we took that endless road in the middle of the night, holding hands. I missed you every time I drive alone, hurt as well by the fact I could never be with you again.
I will work on myself for a moment. And once I’m okay, I’ll check my chances. And I will never lose hope that we will have our second chance again.
I love you, Shan.