To The Man Who Emtionally Abused Me

Dear Ex,
I'm sorry it ended the way it did. I'm sorry I let our relationship go on when I knew I couldn't love you. I want you to know that part of that is on you.
You cheated and promised to change. Apologized and gave me passwords.
You showed naked pictures of me and claimed that you did it because you were proud I was yours.
You constantly insulted me and insisted it wasn't my fault, but my family's for the way they raised me.
You put my lifestyle down, told me yours was better... and I listened.
Finally, you hit me. You hit me because I finally stood up for myself. I made you get out and cried and called you, because I suddenly realized that you were the only one in my life I hadn't alienated after dating you. But you did one amazing thing for me.
You didn't come back right away. I had time to get over you. It may have only been a week, but it was enough to gain back my friends, realize that I pushed away a man who actually loves me for you, and try to repair all of these broken relationships. You gave me time to realize you were a monster.
And now we sit here and you call me and post on facebook about me and ask me to see you. But I'm finally regaining my strength. I can finally tell you no, and not worry way too much about the reprocussions. I can laugh at you getting mad on facebook. I can smile with your ex girlfriends that you convinced me were crazy. They're not, just like I'm not. You're a user. And you need serious emotional help.
I do hope you find real love. I hope you realize that a woman is not something you can play with. I hope she puts you in your place in a good way and you treat each other with the respect every human being deserves. I hope you realize your mistakes and how much it hurt each of us. But I hope you're happy, because I'm finally starting to get back there.