To the man I love who ignores me.

Subject: To the man I love who ignores me.
Date: 9 May 2017

Dearest Love,

We have known each other for a while now and I would like to believe that we both have respect towards each other. But it seems as if I am incredibly wrong, you don't respect and I'm not sure if you ever did. You ignore me in every way until you need or want something, I'm just convenient for you. I ask myself many times throughout the day "why am I still with him? And why is he still with me when he sees uninterested?" Well the answer is obvious, I am still with you because I truly do love you and you're still with me because I do everything for you.

You see, things were never like this until recently. You used to hang on to every word I said along with doing as much as you could for me or helping me with things. I'm not sure what happened to make it all change and for you to become a disrespectful dick but I'm so over it. I've said it so many times that I feel like I'm saying it in my sleep, you need to stop ignoring me and treating me like I am undeserving of your love.

I suppose I'm as much to blame as you are for all of this since I let it go on for so long. I allowed you to treat me like I didn't exist and in return I gave you unconditional love. I've voiced my concerns and complaints to too many times before but they only fall on deaf ears. I really hope that you snap out of this soon and start to invest more of yourself and time into this relationship, because if you don't then there will no longer be a relationship to save.

I know I waited so long to tell you all of this, but it's not like you ever care about how I feel. And it's like they say "better late than never" and my darling, I must say that although I waited too long I feel as if I waited just long enough to say this because now that it is all out in the open I can see who you really are.

You ignore me, and it hurts beyond any words I could ever type or say. You refuse to hear me out so I'm forced to drop hints or sneak the topics into conversations.