To the girl who cannot let her guard down

To the girl that has a wall that nobody can tear down.

I know it is hard. I have been there, actually I am still there. I know how it feels to have someone break you so bad beyond repair that you don't know how to move forward... because lets face it you can't go back.

Like a storm that no one knew was coming has swept you up and swallowed you whole. And you are fighting to swim to the surface to catch your breath but you are being dragged deeper and deeper into oblivion.

I know how you feel.

Like you can't do anything right.

compliments completely throw you off guard and you freeze and wonder why this is happening to you?

you are self destructive.

jaded.

unworthy.

unloveable.

ugly.

But the thing is you are not any of those things.