To the father on drugs

I would like to apologize for taking for granted the man you used to be. Grudges kept me from seeing that you really tried to be a good husband and father. I am sorry for pushing you away. I did not realize how great I had it with you. I feel like this is partially my fault,the person you have become.
I knew meth was something you had done when I met you. But I was young and did not know much about it.