Dear Depression,
I was 14 when i first met you. You never had asked to be friends you took over my life. As I close my eyes at night I see you staring at me with a smirk knowing I can not get rid of you. My happy days were gone you kept following me around making me feel like i was unwanted. I didn’t want you here. You had grew as I grew. You had crept into those quiet moments when I thought I was alone. You changed my thoughts making me feel like I was nothing. You said you’ll make me feel better…… but you’ve only made me worst.You had left me feeling like nothing. Like a broken shell of a girl. But I wasn’t always like this I used to be happy as the sun came out shining on my skin as I ran and laughed like I had no care in world. At that time we weren’t friends we were enemies. I remembered being able to actually sleep at night, having those soft sweet dreams. Which sooned turned into nightmares. My laughter turned into frowns. The sun turning into darkness. My heart and soul cries for help as I try and fight against you.,You’ve made me become a different person. I was once the girl that was happy , I used to feel safe and open. But now i want nothing to do with anyone. You’ve kept me in my thoughts. As I reminisce on the times I was once the “perfect” girl that everyone wanted to be friends with but now i am alone. Alone in these thoughts that you have put in my head. Stuck in a dark empty place that once was my self, but now it’s gone. You have left me far beneath my tears.you have taken my life away. Gosh! Why can’t you be gone already!! I don’t want you to be here anymore. You’ve taking so much, what else do you want?!. I am not me anymore. I am a ghost with just you attached to me.
Dear Depression,
You left me as a skeleton, and a shell. And you rarely take my smile.depression when will you leave? When will I become myself again?........ Depression I don't want you as a friend anymore. I can’t take the constant fighting for my life. You have ruined me. You have ruined my mind, my heart, and my soul. You come back every time but you never leave. When can we not be friends anymore? When will you leave me? As I write I cry knowing how much you have damaged me. Knowing how I can not be myself because of you. I cry because I want you to leave and never come back. Please just leave!!
Sincerely,
The girl you ruined.
