Bradenton Gillian

Subject: Bradenton Gillian
From: Not good enough
Date: 19 Dec 2018

You are in my thoughts every second of everyday with the 2 girls we made together. I think about the family we had and what I could of done different. I have never cheated on you or even thought of anyone besides you and the family we created. I am a piece of shit. I deserve the torture I sit through everyday but I will end one day. I pray for us to be a family again. I miss everything, I sit in the home we made together with empty walls because all I think about is us and the kids. I hate myself now, I am so lonely without you all, I punish myself for everything I even think I did wrong. I miss you all and love endless. I curse myself everyday and wish to make things better. I love you babe.