You know i never thought the day would come that i turned older than you or graduated before you or anything else.
We sat in class just like any normal day and then they made that announcement that you had passed and i just sat there not believing that they said your name. I kept saying over and over in my head thats not the person its just not they said the wrong one. i dont processes death well and it still didnt feel like it had happened. But walking through the hallways to the next hour after they mad ethe announcment and seeing randon people bawling their eyes out when they didnt even know you pissed me off. i pretty much wen the next 3 hour of that school day just being pissed off at people who were crying and didnt even know you. I had a game latter that day and i had to tellmy coach that wasnt going to play my friend brooke was with me. and as i was telling her why i just started crying just tears rolling down my face nothing else my voice was fine just tears. the girl who never cries infront of poeple was crying infront of a freshman class with her coach and best friend there too. I just went home and stayed in my room and thought about you and everything you had done for me. you were best friends with my nrighbor and all the other boys on the street. for some reason when they wouldnt let me join in whne i was younger you stepped in and le tme join in you changed my life thank you
