jung hoseok,
☼behold now, a merited note or remembrance of my gratitude unto thee. rather-- let me tell you a story, a tale of two star crossed lovers: found, lost, and found again.
Personage, the First; and for ease, his alias, i will call him Aristides.
an individual infused with vehement, circulating throughout the mind, body, and soul. a prominent aspect of charm or charisma he had no troubles sustaining. his body was fluent in the language of rhythm and dance, yet the words from his mouth spoke a unique parlance unlike any other. his aura of passion and positivity polar to his youth history was a key, quite galvanizing aspect. for the outside will never truly speak for the interior, ah, there was a hidden gate through the walls of his soul, yet to be discovered and unlocked..
Personage Two, a Polar Soul; along the alias of Nisus. gripped to a frigid ice, allowing it to dissipate and arrange a meeting, undeviated at his soul. ironically, a man of one's word yet never dared to utter but a syllable to another. with bellicose tongues and a hunger for pride around himself, nisus had accepted a the fall of his empire; the creative spiral of his future, and swore up and down, each and every moonrise to keep himself in complete and utter solitary. yet like aristides, he too, had a passion, but yet to understand it was one.
cliche's will arise yet i dedicate this piece to be honest; sincerity and all. it is said that the antithesis is the cause of it's effect:: attraction:: let it be come in any theme, ranging from physical to soul + soul. to say the least, aristides and nisus defined the latter attraction. a soul to soul meet.
an inerrant moment spreads across the universe at the infant touch of two unfamiliar hands. a breeze flies swiftly throughout the skies, the planets align, flowers bloom, and children are born. the two have finally crossed paths.-- ah, yet i cannot discover a continuation of this story, for more shall come in the future, my dearest.
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extremely often, do i find myself ensnared in a lack of ways or words to express the ever blooming emotions of love i feel towards you--yet, many moons ago i did love you, but i cannot say the same now. almost...it's disappointing to utter "love".
what i feel towards you is truly much more than this 'love', it has surpassed that level so long ago, yet no term may describe this infinitely rising fondness for you, my dear. rather, you deserve ample words with ample meaning....perhaps...it is a good thing i cannot discover a way to explain these feelings-- luckily, actions always speak louder than words.
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with no idea how to conclude this note, i lay here, as a pale cloud forms to the ceiling, images and words of all languages projecting across it's transparent surface. find it humorous, might it just be the difficulty for i to say a goodbye to thee, even if it is non permanent? why,, but i believe it is mandatory to take a dip into the land of goodmorrow, so listen close.
jung hoseok, thank you again for everything you have ever done. thank you for being honest, tender, and so strong hearted. and as high cliffs arise in the distance, i hope that you may discover ways to build golden paths across them, reaching places only of pure gaiety. your journey has just begun, and a road of stardust has formed from above for you to ascend its staircase, to tell a story of a beautiful life lived by such a mesmeric soul. i am here for you every step of the way. do not ever loosen a grasp on hope, and if you are ever lost, find your north star, whatever it may be.
with love, with so much more to say,
☽ min yoongi / nisus. ☫
