I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have to see me the way I am now. I'm sorry that you couldn't have been my first love. I'm sorry that you have to pick up the pieces. My first love crushed me, my second love obliterated me, and the next guy turned me into pink mist. When you found me I was broken, quite literally. I was at my lowest. You brought me back up and I am so thankful for that. With out you I don't know where I would be. I know I can be hard to love, but please be patient, be honest, and don't get angry. When I question something that has to do with another girl, please don't automatically assume that I think you are cheating. I trust you completely. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. When I ask questions it doesn't mean I don't trust you, it means I want to hear the answer come from your mouth. If I didn't trust you I wouldn't ask, I would do all investigating myself. I trust you enough to believe the words coming out of your mouth. When you get defensive over me asking questions, it makes me wonder more, but I trust you. When I ask who is texting you, when I ask about your past, when I ask why that girl waved, it's not because I don't trust you, I just want your answer so I don't have to come up with my own answers. My answers to my questions for you are never positive because I have never had someone like you in my life. It doesn't mean I think you are like my ex. I just want your answers, not mine.
Be honest and don't get angry. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't want my past to mess up our future, so trust me when I say I trust you. I trusted you enough to put my pieces back together, I trust that you won't tear them apart again. I love you. I love how you have put me back together. I am no longer the person I was before I was broken. You have made me into something more.
