Hey baby...

I'm so sorry. I thought this was faster than a hand written letter because by the time you receive the letter, it'll be too late. I feel so bad thinking about the way that I've hurt you and the way that I have reopened your awful wound. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you and I truly regret what I have done. I must have tore your world apart and I'm so deeply sorry. I'm sorry that I even tried to argue back. I know that you will never able to trust me the same way that you did before. The tears that ran down my face yesterday was filled with sadness and hurt because I love you sooo much, so it hurts me so much to see you in so much pain. I messed up and I know sorry will never be enough because I'm such a screw up. But for whatever it's worth, I still need you to know that I still think about you every second of the day. The thought of you makes me smile like no other, so I need you to know that our love is still real. You really don't deserve to be put through all the pain that I have caused you. Despite what I have you done, you still bother to care for me and love me, so I am thankful. I love you and I promise that will never change.