Open letter to my "ONE"

Sometimes, even when you aren't looking, you find the "ONE". For me it all started one cold, drunk night in October. I had no plans and nothing to do, so I took a new friend up on an offer to hang out and drink a few. After hanging out for a few hours, my new friend told me he had to leave to go pick up one of his other friends. I was invited to tag along, so I did. We pulled up to your house, and you came out. I didn't really think much about you, you were just a normal guy that I didn't know. The night went on, we all partied and had a good time and that was the end of it. A few days later I was invited to hang out again, and there you were. Never in a million years would I ever have thought that you would affect my life as much as you have. Never would I have thought I would fall in love with you. We ended up spending 4 years together on and off. I met your family and friends, and you met mine. We went through fights, breakups, makeups, and a whole lot of bad times. We also had a lot of good. We planned our future together. You told me about your dreams, and I told you about mine, You were my whole world, and believe it or not you still are. Everything ended badly, and it all happened so fast. I wish every day that I could change the way that things happened, but I know that I can't. You moved on quickly,and I did too. The only difference was, you wanted to. I have spent almost two whole years missing you, knowing there is nothing I can do to bring you back to me. I may seem like I have moved on and gotten over you, but I am far from it. I know 100% that you are the person that I was meant to be with, and you want to be with her. I try to be happy for you, and in a way I am. I just wish that it was still with me. It hurts to think about all the plans we made together, and the good times we had, and know that you are now sharing that with her. I just want you to know that no matter what happens in your life I will always be here for you, and I love you with every ounce of my being. I truly hope that you are happy, and that your life turns out to be exactly how you dreamed it would be. I still can't help but to hope that one day we could end up back together again, but even if we don't I still love you. You were a huge part of my life, and always will be. You gave me a lot of love, and showed me that I am capable of loving someone with everything I have. I want to thank you for that. I love you