An Open Letter To the One I love

Subject: An Open Letter To the One I love
From: soulmate
Date: 21 Mar 2015

Dear Soulmate,
I don’t know who you are. I don’t know how you look like. I don’t even know where you are. Or do I already know you? Or am I still going to meet you? No, nothing I know about you. Yet I already miss you. I am longing for you. I do always think of you. I know that my heart beats for you. I know that we are meant for each other.
Sometimes I am getting worried about you. How many heartaches have you been through? Or have u just broken your heart thinking you had finally found me? Have she left you with so much pain? Have she left you after giving all your love and care to her? Do you feel so betrayed, sad, frustrated and depressed? Do you feel like your life has lost its meaning? Do you feel like giving up? Do you feel so alone? how many days have u locked up yourself in your room? How many bottles of alcohol did u drink, just to numb your heart from feeling the pain? How many meals have you skip? How many sleepless night have you had? How much tears have you cried? Thinking you in that state makes my heart break.
I’m sorry that you have to go through all of those pains and heartaches. I wish I was there to comfort you. I wish I was there to make you smile. I wish I was there to hug you. I wish I was there to dry your tears. I wish I was there to feed you when you don’t feel like eating. I wish I was just there for you to take care of you and to look over you. I wish I was just there for you. But that’s how life is, before we could finally meet each other, we need to go through series of trials, pains and heartaches. We need to let our heart get broken, because that’s the nature of life, that’s the only way to find the perfect pair of our hearts.
So can I have a favor? Can you please keep on going? Can u please keep on trying until you would finally find me? And if you ever found your heart broken again, can you please don’t ever think of giving up on love? Because the moment you are going to give up you had given up on both of our happiness.
Every time this life knocks you down, please remember that I am just here for you silently wishing all the best for you. I will be here for you through ups and down. Keep smiling because life is so wonderful. Until we meet 
I love you and I will always do

Lovingly Yours,
Your Soulmate