an open letter to the man who loved me anyway

Subject: an open letter to the man who loved me anyway
Date: 13 Feb 2016

There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I don't know what I did to ever deserve you but I will never question it. .. You have always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind you never gave up on me instead you chose to love me anyway ..As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show
But you still chose to love me anyway I remember the first time you ever saw me cry you didn't know why and honestly neither did I .. But you just held me tight and chose to love me anyway .. After that things began to change I felt different I wanted space and time i wasnt ready to let you in let you see the mess I truly was .. I began to ignore you and tried to imagine how my life would be without you I began to go out to bars and pretend you didn't exist.. But you were always there faithfully loving me anyway ..always there when I wanted you to be and never complaing a bit. Maybe you knew I needed to love myself or maybe you knew the way it all would end up ... Then one day I sat in my own thoughts only to realize you were everything I could've ever wanted everything I could've ever needed ..and you were still there loving me anyway you never tried to tame my wild spirit or discourage my impulsive life decisions or my weirdness you never wanted to change me you loved everything I was and everything I wasn't .. You just stood there beside me catching me when the world came crashing down still looking at me like i was a magic trick you finally figured out I can't promise it'll be an easy road I'll always freak out but I can always promise to realize what I have in you and never failing to love you anyway ... Here's to forever plus some..