To my ex boyfriend’s best friend

Subject: To my ex boyfriend’s best friend
From: M
Date: 11 Sep 2018

I’m sorry for letting you fall for me. I’m sorry if I allowed you to come into my life like this.

I know this shouldn’t be happening, but as you told me, you can’t change what the heart dictates.

I’m scared, really really scared. I’m still not brave enough to give you the rejection I’ve been meaning to tell you. I’m afraid I can’t trust you, for the man I used to love trusts you so much.

He broke my heart. He treats you his most trusted friend. I’d rather see you choose him over me, but you chose otherwise.

I don’t know what else to do. Perhaps I’ll give it a month or two. If I am still afraid to fall for you, I’ll be fair and end it soon.

Thank you for the genuine care and love. And I’m sorry if I can’t reciprocate for now.