To The Man Who Has Shown Me Nothing But Love

Subject: To The Man Who Has Shown Me Nothing But Love
Date: 3 Mar 2017

I have no words to describe how I feel towards you.
You have had so much patience with me. You know I've been hurt, I'm damaged, I get scared and nervous so easily.
I apologize too much and then apologize for apologizing but you reassure me each time that it isn't necessary to say sorry.

I have wounds from past relationships that I am still trying to heal.
I'm not used to compliments.
I'm not used to being told I make someone happy, or that they think I'm amazing, or anything of the sort.
I'm used to arguments, mental abuse, sometimes physical and in certain situations all I expect is to be yelled at.
But then you came along, and I didn't expect to fall in love with you. You're an angel.
You say the sweetest things and they make me want to melt.
You're there with your love that I feel wrapped around me even though we are currently over 7000 miles apart.
But I feel so comfortable with you, I've told you my deepest secrets and about the things that have hurt me the most.
You are loving me after I've been through so much abuse and I feel so blessed to have someone like you in my life. Someone so kind and patient, who doesn't mind that it could take me a while to not expect particular things, someone amazing.
You have shown me what love should be, and although it makes me wish I had found you sooner, I'm glad I have you now.

I was scared to tell you I loved you. I wasn't sure if it was too soon. But I knew when you said it first that it was the right time, and I realised you were who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I wasn't sure if it was too soon to know that either, but I knew deep within that was what I wanted.

It's not going to be easy, loving me. There will be days when I feel like you're going to leave me. Days where everything I say feels wrong and I will wonder why you're still there.
There will be days when all I want to do is cry, but I wouldn't be able to tell you if they will be happy tears or not. There may be nights where I get bad dreams about you hurting me, even though I know you never will.
It won't be easy. But with you by my side, it will be easier.
You're my teddy bear.
My knight in shining armour.
My adorkable prince charming.
Everything I never knew I wanted, all tied up in a sweetly cute package with fluffy hair and glasses and warmth.
And I love you. More than I could ever express.
I love you for you, for sticking by me on my tough days, on my sick days, on my happy days.
It takes a strong man like you, to love a broken woman like me.
Thank you for always being there and never giving up on me.
I'm proud to call you the love of my life.
I'm proud to just have you by my side through this little journey of new feelings.
My amazing man, I love you.
Thank you so much.