To the first boy I have loved...
I never expected us to ever get together. You came back into my life after 6 years and I instantly knew that something good would come from it.
You have changed my life in these past few months; you've challenged me in all the best ways, removed me from my comfort zone and introduced me to your world of color. You truly are the best thing that has happened to me in six years. You went from being my goofy friend, to being this boy that consumes my thoughts.
For the first time in my life, I was afraid to fall in love - but you made it so easy for me. You have been nothing but genuine.
I love how you try everyday to convince me that not every man is like my father; and that your intentions are pure. It must be because you are going through exactly what I went through two years ago.
You've opened up to me and shown me your heart; you've called on me when you were in desperate need of a shoulder to cry on. And I want you to know: that I would move the earth to be there for you.
Some may say that I'm being reckless and that I'm no protecting my heart -but I am so in love with you and I don't care how "reckless" it may seem to others looking in; because we know what we are.
This is my life and I love passionately, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. So thank you for loving me and accepting me for who I am and for what I am going through.
You are my angel in disguise.
