Dear current and former 1D members (Niall, Louis, Liam, Harry, and Zayn),
I write to you today because I feel you should know that you are loved by pretty much everyone. You saved my life many-a-time because when I felt nobody in the world loved me and cared for me, you guys were there. I never met you, saw you live in concert, and you have no clue who I am. You probably aren't even reading this right now. But, you are there for me. I talk to my posters as if you guys were in them. I admit, what comes out of my mouth next will sound like I'm insane but read the reasoning. You ever had an imaginary friend? (Niall, I know you have :D ) Well, my "imaginary friend" is you guys.
I pretend you guys live in my house with me, my to brothers, my mom and step-dad. Now, it's not because I'm insane I promise. It's because I know you care, so I need that near me. I need someone to act like they care for me. The imaginary you helps me out. If you stopped reading and ignore the rest of this, fine. I just want you to know that no matter what goes on, you guys feel like my family. The five people who keep me alive each day. The ones who keep me from dragging a blade across my skin. Thank you guys for that. You may think that I'm some attention wanting 13-year-old girl but in all reality I don't want attention.
I want you guys to know you saved a life.
You've saved plenty more then 1 I can tell you that right now, but I want to thank you for saving mine. Please, keep the band together, and to Zayn, there's still a spot for really high notes in the band if you want to come back!
