It hurts. It hurts me, and I know that it hurts you even more, to know that we have come so far together just to break each other's hearts the way we did. It hurts to be in the situations that we both are so differently in. My heart aches when I think about what I did to you. It burns and it turns cold. I am so sorry. I hope you know that what I did, was never to hurt you or cause you any pain. I want you to always remember that we both have and will always love you. You make us whole. We still need you. But you chose this when you did what you did to us. I can't even bring myself to write out what truly happened between us because it hurts too much to put my fingers on the letters only to string together the devastating sentences of our circumstances. I love you. I always have and I always will. We both do. We will always be here for you and we will always be your family. No matter what.
All of our love to you, always and forever,
- J & C
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