There comes a point in your life when you have to let go of the ones who are holding you back. You have too go out and find true happiness. My true happiness all starts with you.
I was never the girl too actually be in relationships. I worried about pleasing people physically, more than mentally or emotionally. I never cared what anybody thought of me, because I figured that regardless of what I did or said, people were still gonna hate me. So yes, I let myself go. I became so open to anyone, and everyone, that I literally gave up on even picturing myself in a relationship.
The day you came into my life, that was the day everything changed. I never pictured myself with you. You were with my best friend, and you deserved way more than what I had too offer. You were nothing that I had ever experienced before. Honestly, I was nothing but scared too be with you.
We started hanging out at my house, which was always so chaotic. I slowly started realizing that who I was with you, was a feeling I never experienced before. You immediately made me feel like I was floating on air. Every moment we spent together was so wonderful. You made me the happiest I'd been in such a long time.
My family loved you, and little did I know, so did I. We started spending every chance we got together.
I was lucky enough to spend Christmas with you. I was also lucky enough that you asked me too be your GIRLFRIEND also on Christmas night. ❤️
You're the one who saved me from my darkest days. You're the one who showed me what it's like too be so head over heels, that I had forgotten what pain was like.
There's not one day that goes by, that I am not grateful for your presence in my life. I've learned that you have too reach your lowest points sometimes, before someone finally comes too save you.
So thank you, for teaching me that there is someone for everyone. Thank you for showing me the true definition of love. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for sticking around, through the bad days, and the good. Finally, thank you for loving me just as much as I love you.