Broken Hearts

Dear dad (and every dad who loves his daughter) Today after 26 years I question myself why i was brought to this world? Yes, you read it right. Why did you had me and later you taught me all wrong,all these years? Why? Why i was kept in imaginary world of love and kept away from reality? All the years you told me stories of my prince charming who would come and love me even more then you. You should have also told me the other side of the story! The story of a cruel prince, prince who beats his princess. Dad you said i was beautiful, but the prince you found don't think the same. Dad you also said i was smart and very intelligent but my prince says that i am stupid, and also my dad is stupid. My prince hates my body, he says i look sick. My prince also calls me a Dog as he feels I...
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Disclaimer: The inspiration that made me write this letter was from Sam Hunts "Break Up In a Small Town" Love him and that song :) I saw you today, and we acknowledged each other for the first time in weeks. You don't look good. You almost look angry...but not at me (I hope). You have this different look about you now that we are separated..a look that makes me fear you. I think our relationship was too forced. It seemed like it was driven from loneliness and not love..at least for me anyway. I was so lonely and itching for that kind of love that all my friends had..I was jealous. So I went for it, with you. I realize now that that was the wrong thing to do. I dragged our relationship out for months, when deep down I knew you were not the one for me. It was not your fault in...
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Life. What does life bring you? Does it bring you sorrow or joy? Whatever it brings, you were meant to live your life the best you can. It seems very obvious to point out, but many people don’t realise that the sole purpose of life is to enjoy it. Yet many people cannot do such a thing. They yearn for things which they know will not fill their empty gaping hole, but will settle their hunger for a short time. Yes, I know, I sound like those spiritual gurus who are forcing you to free the mind, free the mind etc. But I’m not. You don’t need spiritual gurus to know how to be happy. This is how to be happy: • Don’t let anger and hate eat away at you. I must have said this about a million times, but truly, you can’t act like a rude, harsh, unkind, uncaring and unfeeling human being...
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Rupert, I just wanted to explain something to you... I am insecure these days, something I am not used to. You see, when I was yours, there was no need to be scared as I knew we would last forever. I had to compete with nobody, compare the size of my thighs with no-one, look at another woman's perfect smile and feel no fear, see a girl with beautiful eyes and a perfect bum lingering round you and still not be afraid. You see, you were mine. Only mine. You had chosen me - over all others... and every evening when the corridors quietened and the hubbub ended, it was always my door you ended up at. You would come to me and say 'I'm heading home - see you in a bit.' I never felt threatened or envious like so many of my girlfriends had described. You made me feel secure. Most evenings...
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I've spent over an hour staring at this blank screen thinking of ways to start this letter off. But now that I think of it, maybe its just because I simply have nothing left to say to you. You took things from me I will never be able to get back. Every morning I wake up from a dream with you and I just keep telling myself to close my eyes and go back to sleep. Just go back to the feeling of being wrapped in your arms. " Did you take your medicine this morning?" yes mom. " How are you feeling?" I don't know mom. " Did you talk to-" mom please stop you know I don't want to think about her. Don't want to think about her. Don't want to think about her lips Don't want to think about her hands Don't want to think about her scars Don't want to think about her perfume...
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And so... memories of us slowly begins to fade. The "hi" "hello" things was replaced by a deafening silence.. what happened to us really? I cannot seem to understand why I am so affected by you while we haven't met each other personally. Every night I am thinking.. One thing is for sure.. I'm drawn to you. It feels so empty when we don't talk like we used to do before. No matter whom I talked to, I am still longing for you. But to you I am just a friend, a "special person" you say. You always leave me hanging.. I don't want this anymore.. I am just the girl you found when you were on the process of forgetting the girl you one had. I will take a step back from you, whether one day you realize or not, atleast I tried my best to stay with you at the time you...
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I just don't have the courage to say these things to you now, but probaby one day i will be the one who will send this to you. I can clearly remember it was a month of september when we had our first hi and hello. I chatted you first and asked for your kakao id. I knew from the very first time i laid my eyes on you, that you are something. I mean, something that i've ever been looking for. You were a gentleman, you never even doubted my motive why i'm chatting with you. You even spared almost all of your time chatting with me. You even shared that you were broken hearted that time and it's like we were in the same situtation. What the girl did to you, i also did to my ex. And we were like having goosebumps and saying "are you my ex!?".. I can still remember how i...
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To the man i never truly met. From the very first message I knew there was something about you. Something even a year later i still can't put my finger on, but you made me feel like i mattered. As time went on i soon worked out our lives have crossed paths in more ways than one, i knew of your bother and you knew my ex husband.. were even working with him at the time! Out of all the people i could have messaged that day it had to be you, you weren't even my type! but there was something magical about you! We had the same way of thinking, we both had failed marriages we both wanted to find love again and our children meant the world to us! You were different from any other guy i had talked to, but i couldn't tell you who i actually was because i knew it would change everything, but...
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They say, it’s right love at the wrong time. Some says that the person is not just right for you. But for me, i can say that the timing is right, the person is right but things are complicated and we have to go on separate ways. We’re leading on a different side of the road. A road where i can’t take him with me and his road where he needs to walk away alone. We have different journey, we have a battle that we need to face alone, all by ourselves. Our hearts beats as one. My heart screams for his name and i am the keeper of his heart. The love we have for each other is pure and unconditional. It’s a magic for two people to find each other, moreover to love each other just the same. We fell in love at the right time and we’re just perfect for each other. It’s like he filled the missing...
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Its hard to tell when you changed. Its hard to tell when you lost love for me. You aren't the same, some say you've changed for the better, but not me. You broke my heart, and I forgave you. We stopped talking but you came back, and I foolishly let you. I let you back into my home, and my heart. I didn't feel the same, the love I had for you had become dull, but still I stayed in hopes it would come back, and it did. Nothing was the same, we both knew that. I forgave you, but I didn't forget. You have done so much to me that has hurt me, but still I act as if everything is fine and take you back. I should've known you were going to leave me again. You promised you wouldn't leave, you told my family that they didn't have to worry about me being heart broken again. I always had the...
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