Hi. Kamusta? I hope you're doing well; I genuinely do. I know how much you hate reading. But I swear this would be the last time I'd be writing you anything. Kaya please lang paki basa. Huling hiling ko na sayo to. Basahin mo hanggang huli. Pero if hindi mo naman basahin, wala naman akong magagawa. As always.
I want to begin with saying one thing: I'm writing this to find peace in myself. I'm not trying to hurt you or guilt you; I would never intentionally do either of those things. So let's begin. It's been one week since you've decided that you needed space. It's a week without you. It's weeklong freedom for you. Seven Hellish days for me.
We started out great. Unpredictable yet bound to happen. I never expected for us to be together. I remember everything like it was just...
Love Letters
I’m sorry. I know that doesn’t matter to you, and that your mind is made up about me. I know that what I did may have affected you more than I’ll ever know, and I know that it hurt you. I know that it probably hurt worse that you found out from someone else. The phrase “I’m sorry” can never make up for what I did, but I’m at a loss on how else I could ever tell you how much I regret what I did. I want you to know something though, the situation was so much more than what you believe it to be. I know that sounds like an excuse, but I could never explain to you what happened that day, if I did you probably wouldn’t even believe me. I’m stronger now than I was when I was eighteen. I’m happily in a relationship now, full of trust and respect. I don’t say this to upset you, I say this because...
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I woke up this morning thinking about you for the first time in over twenty years. I was thinking about how cowardly you were then.
I wrote you a letter telling you I loved you but it was mailed accidently. Once you received it, instead of talking to me about it and letting me know you didn't feel the same way (that wasn't true) you left a message on my home answering machine while I was at work to tell me not to contact you again; which I didn't.
I didn't plan to have you receive that letter, it happened by accident. I was getting you out of my system and by writing that letter, it was closure for me. Imagine my surprise when I got home that day and found not one but two messages from you asking me not to contact you again.
While I did love you and still do, I never wanted...
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Falling inlove is easy, cause thats the basic thing that any human can do. Staying inlove with the person, now thats a tricky one. Many have failed and tried. Theres only a few whom succeeded, but what can you really do? If the love that you once have vanished into thin air? And yet there you are, still staying beside that person you once loved, unable to move. Just because you stayed doesnt mean that you still feel the same way, sometimes the reason why we stayed, is because we forgot our path, and also because you've depended so much to that person that you forgot how it is to live by yourself again.
They said that its a pathetic thing to do, and yet there are still a few of those people who chose to stay, with a mind thats thinking and hoping that everything will still be okay. Im...
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Maturity was never your issue, only mine. I’ve always thought of myself as immature but you haven’t. I will always reason out my immaturity every time we argue but you didn’t.
You have this picture of me: a woman who’s bold, rational, and strong even though I would often question it. You would always point out that you liked my maturity but I would often doubt it.
How you saw me made a difference. How you described me changed my perspective. You saw me as strong and now I owned it.
However you did not only see me as bold but also fragile.
When life was rough for me, when difficulties seemed to wear me down, and when I thought I want to give up, you showed me I could be strong by leaning on you.
I appreciated those moments that you would not treat me as a lady but as a...
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I was 12 and you were 11 and we became best friends. I fell for you and I didn't know you fell for me too. I hid my feelings since we were just kids and you had a girlfriend. I was very supportive. But unknowingly we, slowly drifted apart.
After 6 or 7 years, you talked to me again and we relieved those moments. We were like best friends all over again but we were older and more mature than before. Unexpectedly, history repeated itself. It felt like destiny was playing with us. I fell for you but like before I never told you. Why? Because you had a girlfriend. Sadly, my heart had enough and I needed to say goodbye. Even though the situation was unfavorable, I'm truly grateful for a lot of things.
Thank you for making me feel loved. Even though the love was not real and it just...
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Dear you,
You are the most amazing man I've met thus far in my life. However you found me at a bad time. The man before you destroyed me. Ripped me open, and tore me apart piece by piece. He beat me physically, emotionally, and mentally. Because of this mistreatment, that went on much longer than it should have, but when you feel trapped, you deal with what you have to in order to survive. I am scarred. I am beaten down and battered. I am fighting so hard to make myself better. I want to be better. I want to not have to ask you about that girl who liked your picture. Please understand, when I ask question that seem stupid, or seem like I may not trust you, that's not how I feel. It's just I get nervous sometimes, I get these little thoughts that plant themsevles in my head. If I don't...
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My love,
I want to start this letter by saying I absolutely love you.
I was in love with you for three years. Three years, almost to the day. For three years I struggled with desperately wanting you to love me back and desperately wanting to evict you from my heart.
I watched you fall in love, though it nearly killed me. I listened when you chose me (of all people) to talk to about your failing relationship. I listened, and cried, when you told me you can't let Her go because She is your "soulmate." I even believed you when you said you were enjoying being single. I believed you when you said you wanted me again.
But I can't do that anymore. I can't be your friend, your buddy, your lover, your "it's complicated", and I most certainly cannot be the girl you know you'll always...
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I’m compelled to write this, 15 minutes past midnight during the last week of classes in my first semester of my freshman year of college. I should be sleeping, or studying, but instead I’m writing.
I suppose I should start off with thank you. For I don’t think you fully understand what you’ve done for me up until this point. We met a day after my 18th birthday, and have been close to each other since. Since that night, my grandmother has passed away, a close friend has passed away, I’ve suffered a hitch in my anxiety, made and lost friends, and stressed myself out more than I have in a very long time. I don’t think I would've been able to handle this without you. You have held my hand, kissed my cheek and told me repeatedly, “it’s going to be okay,” and as much as I berate you for...
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Dear , yoongi
I'm writing this to truly explain how I feel. I couldn't but this in public because I'm not good at opening up. I came here to let you know that I love you, I truly love you yoongi I love everything about you I love how you're over protective and how you put others before yourself I love how you're reasonable I love you I love your cuddles and AND our old movie nights and I just love you as a person in general. I just want to apologize for always being so needy and so inconsiderate about you and your feelings when you cared so much for me you left everything behind for me and I'm so very thankful you're my world and I'll never ever stop loving you. I know you've moved on and that you're happy and you don't want to hurt him .im so happy that someone could finally make you...
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