You're too busy chasing your dreams and I'm patiently waiting for my time to be with you.
It's okay because I want you to reach your goals and dreams in life. It's okay, really.
But what's not okay is my feelings slowly fading away. I can't help it nor stop it.
For the passed years the times that you're not with me, I'm all alone with my thoughts, they kept me company.
I learned how to spend time with myself, and I'm fine with it.
I didn't have to look for a company to keep me away from loneliness. I was okay being alone all the time. Slowly, I got to know me. I got to know who I am, what are my passions in life, what keeps me happy, makes me sad. I got to know me.
I guess this also comes being an only child, I embraced the feeling of loneliness and it became normal to me.
I was too busy loving myself that I stopped loving you. My heart grew apart. I don't wanna be with you anymore.
There was nothing I could do.