To my struggling self,

Subject: To my struggling self,
From: You.
Date: 2 Apr 2017

You're too busy chasing your dreams and I'm patiently waiting for my time to be with you.

It's okay because I want you to reach your goals and dreams in life. It's okay, really.

But what's not okay is my feelings slowly fading away. I can't help it nor stop it.

For the passed years the times that you're not with me, I'm all alone with my thoughts, they kept me company.

I learned how to spend time with myself, and I'm fine with it.
I didn't have to look for a company to keep me away from loneliness. I was okay being alone all the time. Slowly, I got to know me. I got to know who I am, what are my passions in life, what keeps me happy, makes me sad. I got to know me.

I guess this also comes being an only child, I embraced the feeling of loneliness and it became normal to me.

I was too busy loving myself that I stopped loving you. My heart grew apart. I don't wanna be with you anymore.

There was nothing I could do.


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