To the "Best friend" who taught me a unforgettable life lesson.

Subject: To the "Best friend" who taught me a unforgettable life lesson.
From: Tamara Suzic
Date: 5 Jun 2016
Well Hey Long time, no talk, It has took me a few years to actually write this letter or express my feelings ever since you broke my heart. I've had quite a few heart breaks in my life, but I would never expect in a million years for my best friend to break my heart. Honestly, I'm still recovering from it. Yeah I'm almost a Senior in High School and still recovering from a Heartbreak from 9th grade. It's sad isn't it? I still remember all our good ole' memories, like they were yesterday. I still remember our laughs and Cheesy jokes what we made up. I still have all of our friendship bracelets and necklaces. You might not have any of our stuff from our friendship nor remember any of our memories like I do. But I hope you know I still remember everything and it's okay if you don't. I still remember the pain you caused me the last few years of our friendship. Now that I'm grown and reflect back to our friendship; I can't believe how stupid and blinded I was. I wish I listened to my dad when he told me that you weren't the "best friend" I thought you were. My heart aches when I remember how close we were. We would always tell everyone that we were "sisters, or "cousins". We thought we were going to be best' friends FOREVER. We would always image when we were older that we would live together. We would be roommates in College. We thought our friendship was UNBREAKABLE, But that's before you betrayed me. I always knew our friendship wasn't going to last forever, but I never expected to end so fast and tragically. I've never had someone betray me, like you did. In first I tried to just let it go. I tried to forgive you. But you kept continuing betraying me. So we finally split up and haven't been friends since. You may think that I'm mad about everything what happen two and half years ago. Honestly, I'm not anymore. But yes I'm still very upset. You're the reason my 9th grade year was so awful. You made EVERYONE hate me by making up rumors and saying awful things about me. Even after all you've done to me. I've never even once said anything awful about you because I always remember; you once was my best friend for 11 years. To this day I still have questions; Why did you do it? Was I not good enough anymore? Did you find a better best friend than me? Did any of the 11 years mean anything to you? If you're reading this you may feel like I'm just trying to make you feel like complete shit and worthless but trust me I'm not. I just want to thank you for giving me a life lesson I'll never seem to forget. I want to thank you for teaching me that anyone can betray you. Thank you for leaving me and forgetting about our memories. You did not only do yourself a favor, you did us a favor. Sincerely, You're childhood BFF; Tamara Suzic

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