anyone who cares

Subject: anyone who cares
From: depression
Date: 2 Feb 2016

hello
I see you all the time
You are happy
You are confident
You feel loved
But not for long
Im something that is going to crush you
When I get under your skin you will constantly feel like a boulder is crushing your lungs
You vison will become blurry from the poision
You wont love yourself anymore
You will question your worth
You will feel like shit
You cant run away from me
You can scream for help, but no one will hear you
You can try to take medicationn but thats only going to help temporarily.
Im sorry, I dont mean to hurt you. I just want to feel loved.
I just want someone to care about me.
Im sorry I am going to ruin your life
I just.... I have to. I hope you understand